in skool

My mind is not here tho, I'm thinking about how imma go about this I really want this to happen I think I really need this yess I may sound like a feen but if you see my past if you see the past 3 yrs you'll understand why I want this so badly I can't go on doing what I've been doing even if its open I still wanna have it maybe I'm pressuring this but idk I just don't wanna loose something that can be so great if it was just given the chance to take efffect

I'm in school but my mind is in harlem lately